For some of us, relapses are part of the process, and actually help build the battle experience we need to overcome our addiction. Relapsing sucks! It's dreadful, but losses are what teach some of us how to win. You're committed to breaking free, and that's awesome. Congratulations and thank you for sharing! (Remember that all of the strength you build up when you quit, does not just go up in smoke if you slip!)