Wow. Outstanding. I have been doing so well since I crashed/relapsed hard about a year ago. I asked myself this question so many times just today; “Why did I not seem to have any control when I purchased alcohol?” It still bugs the hell out of me. I was freaking sentient. I wasn’t taken over by another entinty. It was me.
I have been doing so extraordinarily well since, but I needed to read these words. Wholehearted gratitude from this guy! 💪💪💪❤✌✌✌👍👍👍😊😊😊🌞🎼🎵🎶