Wow, this is relatable stuff!!! I remember surviving a horrible detox, and acing an interview for a nice office position once I got healthy, only the get blind drunk the night before my first day. I ended up getting fired a week later for having alcohol in my system. This occurred in 2016, when I was 52. Prior to that, I never had any alcohol related incidents on the job, despite being a hard drinker for most of my life. I'm glad you're where you are now. Having less regrets to resolve will improve your recovery time!